minecraft is the first videogame i properly got into, i think around 2014 on the playstation!
i like talking about all the different editions and versions, one thing i value most about minecraft is not only how the current vanilla game appeals to so many completely different audiences but also how if it doesnt appeal you can not only mod it to oblivion but also just play different versions and editions with an entirely different codebase, it has so much evolution and its not just a linear evolution from worse to better, like each era has its own aesthetic and player base. not many games have public betas/alphas and of the ones that do i cant think of many that still have an active playerbase on them! thats why i dont understand people that complain about updates and such, most you arent forced to interact with and if you were nobodys forcing you to update! it really is YOUR game!

so my first time playing DELTARUNE was the demo on NS1 in 2021, after ch2 came out. a friend showed me it. i (somehow) didnt show much interest and left after the clover fight, then in like 2024 i picked up UNDERTALE and adored it.
im not much of a gamer really i just have games i really like, i rarely get to "beat" a game so when i do you know it means a lot to me, and beating UT for the first time i dont think i'd ever cried that much for a game before. then i inmediatly picked up DELTARUNE and loved it even more, stuffed myself with youtube theories of it and the wait for ch3&4 was so exciting! can't believe it was nearly a year ago now...
the comedic timing is so good and it can get you from laughing to tearing up so quickly. i honestly think this is the best story game of all time and i feel part of the fun is the wait for the next chapter to the point where you almost miss out if you get here late as i did, but just from the time i've been waiting its been soso peak, and im very scared of all of it finishing...
i WILL share predictions on whats coming and they WILL be completely fucking wrong :D

when i first heard of tadc it was from the time that they were pumping out content farms of slop on youtube so i didn't have the best first impressions, but i think i saw a matpat theory on it (the one with the out of context clip) and watched it just bc its matpat, ig his analysis of it convinced me that it could be good so i started watching it and every time i did i got more into it, my younger sibling was actually already watching the show so he was very pleased to find out i had too bc its something to talk about! now we have the tradition of watching the premieres together but there's only one left now !!
idk the show just feels very real to me and the lack of direction or purpose in life that the characters represent i feel is very relatable, not just to me but to the human condition
especially up to e8 goose has done an excelent job at making the fanbase feel dread of the next episode and the episode itself i really loved it i've watched it like 7 times and i dont know how to describe how it makes me feel, like i very much suffered seeing things go down and not even a good suffer like it was actually painful and thats extremely good writing
on tadc i think i'll mostly stick to interpreting certain things but i doubt i'll come up with anything that hasn't already been said while also being coherent...

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..politics

haven't you ever wondered what the political views of a random 17 year old are? i bet you haven't! but no seriously i actually really like discussing politics with people, i feel it really shows a part of who you are as a person
i enjoy looking at different frameworks and stuff even if i disagree with them wholeheartedly, i just find it fun to see how people think and compare it to how i think!
my fixation atm is on authority and how it functions, ive always been very critical of it from a moral perspective but recently ive been thinking of it more from a practical perspective. the legitimacy of an authority is derived purely from if people concede it, ofc its not a completely free choice it is conditioned by other forces, but a choice nonetheless. most treat the state as a natural truth, which is convenient for states! in reality theyre an actor just like any other, an inconceivably strong one, but still just an actor. you're also an actor, and participating in the state is at its core a negotiation between two actors, you and the state. you're not a subject of it, it just very much has the upper hand in nearly every dimension by a long shot. accept it when it conveniences you, but also when resisting it is not worth it. resist strategically, not blindly.
the overall idea is to look at government as a tool rather than an entity you are subject to, its a chainsaw you dont know how to use, and sometimes it can and should be thrown away, but you do so carefully and with help, and only at the right time
i realise im not making much sense and that'll be the case for the majority of things i talk about, im not very good at phrasing myself and even if i am the thing im trying to phrase itself isnt coherent. but idk its fun.